About Myself

A Post Graduate in Computer Applications, who has recently started her own Agency called TheLevelNext in July 2025. And yes, I have a co-founder, so I am not looking for anyone for this position. :)

My good luck that I am looking for a job at the same time when the tech market is so down. And since I couldn't sit still, I tried my best to get a job or internship, but now here I am today, looking for an intern for my own company. :)

Look how fast things change. (But only when you take some risk.)

First time this thought of writing occurred to me when I was in 10th standard. I started writing on loose sheets because I thought that if I write in a diary or a notebook, someone will read it and I might get a very good scolding. I went on to write on sheets, and after writing a full page, I started to feel guilty about writing about my own thoughts that had been lingering in my mind for so many days and those thoughts that had been troubling me. Because when you write, it means you're accepting whatever good or bad you're thinking, and that acceptance made me guilty, so I tore those sheets down and made up my mind to never write again because I was not courageous enough to face my own thoughts.

Image of collection all of my journals that I have used till Aug 2025.

By the time I went to college for my bachelor's degree, I couldn't control my mind and decided to get back to writing again. This time I had a diary (that I got as a gift on my birthday), and I started writing, not thoughts but my schedule. I have always been a very creative person, like colors a lot, and loved K-dramas at that time. So I used my other interests like my love for colors, stickers, drawings, and K-dramas to build a new routine, by making beautiful, colorful, day-by-day schedules and then writing a few lines about my day and happenings in Korean (I started learning Korean because of my love for K-dramas) and French (I had a language in my bachelor's).

I loved writing my schedules that way, and writing key events of the day in French and Korean, because even if someone saw my diary, no one would be able to read it since it's in French and Korean (a weird combination, right? I know.)

Those schedules converted to me writing more about what happened throughout the day, and eventually, those schedules became small and finally shifted to different planners, and those diaries got converted into journals, my full-time journals where I write fearlessly and face my thoughts fearlessly without any guilt.

Collection of my journals from

2019 - Aug 2025

Bright living room with modern inventory

My journey with words

A few questions about me

Do I write daily?

Not really. I write when I no longer can hold my thoughts in my mind and I start to feel suffocated.

How old I am when I am writing this?

In my mid-20s, unmarried, and I recently started my own business with my partner (he'll be my life partner soon) in July 2025. I started journaling in my teenage years.

How many pages do I write?

Sometimes one, sometimes five, and sometimes just a line. It totally depends on the intensity of my thoughts and whether I really want to get those thoughts out.

Is writing online different from writing in a journal?

Yes, it was difficult for me, because in your personal journal you can write about anything you want without any fear of judgment, without any fear of finding critics for your writing. But online, you'll have to take care of your words, your tone, and most importantly the topic you'll be writing about. So yes, writing online in itself is a skill.

Has writing helped me in any way?

Immensely. It helped me understand myself, helped me take good decisions, and helped me manage my relationship with my parents and my partner. Moreover, it helped me stay in my own character and not let anyone's opinions and suggestions control me. (I can now take my own decisions.)

My parents or partner never read this diary?

I am lucky in this context; they never even tried to read it even though they knew I write a lot. They still respect my privacy.

Now I know, those who might be reading it would be thinking, what the hell is this website? Shouldn't it be a portfolio where I would be showcasing my work? And why does it even exist? I get your frustration, but it's my own space. I am the CEO of this website, and I can write whatever I want and design it however I want without any fear of judgment. This website is a platform for me where I can openly express myself. So again, can you see the pattern?

I am trying to develop a new habit "Writing Online" using the things I love, "Journaling (not on a physical diary this time, but on an online diary, this website, and it's private to me in some way)."

PS: It took a lot of courage to start it. And I am happy I started it.